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2003-09-28 - 1:20 a.m. . . .
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Australia vs. USA

ruflararts: you know what it is? and you can quote me on this.. I think that deep deep deep down you acutally believe that you're rather remarkable..

Knox Oberstreet: i think that last statement makes me want to cry

ruflararts: but you've twisted it all backwards.. like most creative people do... and so you ... its hard to let people love you... hard to love them properly.. when you KNOW you could... you just cant ... right now.. and.. it gets like you're chasing your own self round and round trying to bite its tale..

ruflararts: you'll end up like the tiger who turns himself to butter

ruflararts: and then eventually you'll see that you're remarkable and that you expect nothing less than that and get on with BEING remarkable and happy .. YAY

ruflararts: heh

Knox Oberstreet: ....

Knox Oberstreet: i dont know how to answer that

ruflararts: just nod and say, "yes alex you're right"

ruflararts: hee

Knox Oberstreet: i want to say something profound in return, but i feel really numb

ruflararts: see.. you just did it again ruflararts: heh

ruflararts: negative affirmations of self.. .just say, "hmm yes that's something to think about" and leave it at that

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