Yes, I sleep alone, whish is not fine.

"...Come for the week, you can sleep in my bed, pass through my life like a dream in my head...."

That was, and probably always will be, my favorite Bright Eyes quote. Nothing else in my life has ever compared to that quote.

That quote could sum up my life in its happiest moments.

I have been drinking beer after beer today since 3:00PM this afternoon, and nothing is working out. I walked into Jeff's room blindly before and I saw him just laying there with Gretchen. It made me jealous.

I am in no way jealous to have Gretchen in my bed with me, but I am jealous in the fact that he gets to fall asleep tonight with a girl by his side. All I have is a blanket and a pillow to keep me company. No hand to hold. When I wake up tomorrow I am not going to feel the warm breath of a pretty girl on my neck. I am not going to feel her heartbeat against my chest.

It's not fair. I am nice. I here from a lot of girls that they think I am actuallyt a cute guy. Yet, I sleep alone tonight and tomorrow night, and probably so many days after these next two.

I just need to keep drinking. It's 2:34AM, I just need to keep drinking......

{(Bright Eyes - A Song to Pass the Time)}

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