. blue eyes, so black .
2002-09-30 - 1:29 a.m. . . .
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the most beautiful girl in the world and drinking too much

Either Wednesday night or Thursday afternoon I am going to spend time with the most beautiful girl in the world.

I have been drinking too much lately. I drank on Thursday night. I drank heavily on Friday night. I drank really heavily on Saturday night. So heavily in fact that after spending only an hour drinking I puked four times. But before I was gagging and choking on my vomit over the toilet, I had a great time with some people who I had never met before. I just drank and was amazingly happy instead of horribly defensive. I had silly and funny conversations with them instead of the night before when I told Sarah to "fuck off" over and over.

There were three cute girls there who I had nice conversations with. We listened to Bob Dylan and Dave Matthews Band instead of JZ and 2Pac. They gave me free vodka.

This week is very important. Dana is coming to visit and I haven't seen her since April. We are seeing Karate together at the Andy Warhol Museum on Friday night together. I have a very indepth, hard test in Human Communications and Society on Tuesday, but I am not focused on learning. I am focused on the most beautiful girl in the world and trying to stay happy.

I am happy right now, except for the fact that I haven't been writing or reading enough. I have been wanting so much to just go to The Beehive and write on my lab top and on the way stop at Eljay's Used Books and buy "Marathon Man" by William Goldman.

Those are the two things in life that make me the happiest. Well, that and spending time with the most beautiful girl in the world.

{(Bright Eyes - No Lies, Just Love)}

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